I’m finally sitting at my desk again, somewhat alone. I haven’t been alone for weeks. Not since some jerkface reared his ugly head into my life and made me feel so trapped. I felt like I was living the biggest joke of a life in the universe. But you know what? These years I have fought to find myself, fought to keep me, fought to be me and fought to forget the guy whom I thought I could spend my life with (Not anymore). I won’t apologize for surviving. I’ve done enough of that.
My goal isn’t to bump anyone out, or cause division in anyone. Being marked down in something you do not want to be involved in just causes tension. That tension built and built and built… Leading to what probably caused the blow up last night.
Even though it’s only been a month and a few weeks, these mean alot to me. I enjoyed myself and their company alot.



School’s next week!
April 8, 2008 at 1:59 pm
不知道你昨晚发生了什么事,你可能也不想多说,但是,别把情绪累积在心里啊!!这样是不健康的。
加油吧!活的开心点,日子也会过的轻松些。
April 9, 2008 at 12:20 am
Nothing really happened to me yesterday, just some conflicts and all, but it’s all well… I’ll be happy, I love being the listening ear for my friends, I like seeing them happy. I’m glad now. Just that school’s starting, I don’t know how to face everything. With the new crowd and all. I think I’m gonna die.
April 9, 2008 at 10:27 am
那想让你知道,我和阿姨们都觉得你行的。
你会可以应付新生活。
而且我们这些人也都还会存在。
April 9, 2008 at 10:59 am
Thanks alot 姐姐 I know I can always fall back on ya’ll!! I feel that we’ve become more or less a family, come back to the shop whenever we’re free… Ok?
April 9, 2008 at 8:28 pm
哈哈。。。放心吧。。。在学校,有不会的,还可以来找我。。。:P
April 9, 2008 at 10:38 pm
Yeah if I encounter any problems definitely I’ll look for you!!!